Random thoughts.....

I have been wanting to write for the past week.... I come up with something ..... and when I do sit down to write, I forget what I had been thinking about earlier.... My mind is clogged.... It's a mumbo jumbo of too many thoughts stirred together.... I am not able to come out of this state of mind..... perhaps it's because I am thinking too much..... too much about trivial issues..... I can't seem to stop thinking about too many things at a time.... each thought is shooting though my brain in all directions..... I am totally confused and  sometimes all this confusion is too much to take and all i want to do is scream.... but I can't even do that.... people will think I am crazy, if I start to scream for no reason.... *chuckles* I just imagined a scenario where I scream suddenly and the reactions of the people around me..... perhaps I would end up scaring them first......*chuckles again*  I am unable to do anything about this right now, so I might as well laugh about it.....

While I am unable to come up with anything sensible, I just thought I'll write about my state of mind itself....
Hoping to get out of this soon..........