Head on with dificulties

I had a disagreement with the principal of the school where I work....because of a misunderstanding created by a collegue....
I don't know why... and if it is the same with other people also......  I am faced with a lot of people in life who have a problem with me, although I am just being myself..... Or perhaps the truth is I take it too personally, and thus it affetcs me a lot.

As, it is my first job, and I have never been in a situation like this at work, where someone stabbed behind my back, and I am also blamed for take the stabbing... it's a first... now I want to clear my name...
I am thinking, why people do things like that, they act as your good friends, where as all the time, they are nurturing insecurity and jealousy with themselves and when the time is right, they stab you...

My husband says that's how the world is.... very very bad.... I don't know what to think... because that's what I have seen in my experience, when you are good to people, you never get goodness in return... the world is good only to people who are hypocrites... people who sing your praises in front of you and as soon as you turn your back bite you... it hurts me bad, makes me want to do bad to all those people who have done me wrong..... I want to take my revenge on them... then....

... Then....  I stop myself right on time..... What will I achieve by doing them wrong in return. Yes,  I am hurt right now, by the injustice of the world.... but, what will I achieve, may be some satisfaction to soothe the evil in me.... but other than that nothing...... What difference will there remain between me and the people who harm me.... if they are bad.... taking my revenge on them makes me bad too... and I don't want to go down to that level..... My rewards are with my Almighty.....

I want to achieve something in my life, and I must learn to face these difficulties head on... I am going to try and be a stronger person, starting now... and I am not going to let these small emotional endeavours stop me... after all this is what I wanted..... to face the world... to know the world and the different kind of people living in it..... I am not going to let a few bad apples stop me...

Life indeed would be dull if there were no such difficulties......... The big bad world here I come.....