I often times wonder why when life is going smoothly and you think everything is perfect. The bomb drops. It start with one thing, and then another, and then another. A series of complex.situations, and you do not want to be rational about it, although in your sober times, when anybody else other than you is going through the situation you in right now... You are full with rational thinking and practical advices. But, when it comes to yourself... Pff! Nothing really works, you wanna keep dwelling in you self pity and sadness... No self help and self advices there. We are most disobedient to ourselves. We shove away the rational thoughts that come for our rescue. In the end it comes down to battling our rational and irrational thoughts to maintain our sanity. I dont know if I have made any sense at all.... It's just the ramblings of a confused over worked and over stressed mind.
Signing off...